Quatra

update!
well life is fun and good ^^
oh? the reason for the crap? i've procured so much stuff over the weekend that it makes so much freaking garbage >

yeah i havent posted any quizes in a while...so here i go XD!!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

You Are a Kogyaru!

If it's cute, you'll wear it. Fake and bake, hair bleach, and bright makeup line your bathroom cabinet. As for clothes - anything that's short and cute ("kawaii!"). You are the prize object of all sorts of men - but you are really looking for a rich foreign guy. He'll find you out hanging out in Shibuya shopping at the 109, text messaging and sending photos over your cellphone.

You Are a Goth!

You're so gothically outrageous, and you aren't afraid to flaunt it. Whether you dress up like Robert Smith or a tragic Little Bo Peep, chances are that you'll be parading around with the rest of the goths at Yoyogi Park on Sunday. Don't forget your white makeup and blue lipstick! Who knows? You may just get picked up by one of the seedy photographers.

You are Agonistic

You're not sure if God exists, and you don't care. For you, there's no true way to figure out the divine. You rather focus on what you can control - your own life. And you tend to resent when others "sell" religion to you.

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front. Shy and private, you yearn for security. You take relationships slowly. You need lots of reassurances before you can trust.

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational. You are also giving and kind - a great friend. You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.

Your Japanese Name Is...

Yuri Hayashi

You Are a Mai Tai

You aren't a big drinker, but you'll drink if the atmosphere is festive. And when you're drunk, watch out! You're easily carried away.

You Are Thai Food

Trendy yet complex. People seek you out - though they're not sure why.

You Are Japanese Food

Strange yet delicious. Contrary to popular belief, you're not always eaten raw.

Your Birthdate: February 13

Being born on the 13th day of the month should help make you a better manager and organizer, but it may also give you a tendency to dominate people a bit. You may be more responsible and self-disciplined than you realize. Sincere and honest, you are a serious, hard working individual. Your feeling are likely to seem somewhat repressed at times. You are apt to be much more practical, rational, and conscious of details. Your intolerance and insistence on complete accuracy can be irritating to some.

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to give more than take in relationships. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

You Are a Chick Rocker!

You're living proof that chicks can rock You're inspired by Joan Jett and the Donnas And when you rock, you rock hard (Plus, you get all the cute guy groupies you want!)

Your Hair Should Be Pink

Hyper, insane, and a boatload of fun. You're a traveling party that everyone loves to follow.

Your 1920's Name is:

Queenie Verda

Tootsie Roll Pop

It only takes three licks to get to your center!

You are

You Are 24 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

Everything Pizza

Diverse and adaptable You enjoy the full buffet of life It's hard to you play favorites with friends... or flavors There's very little that you dislike!

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

Your Power Color Is Teal

At Your Highest: You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?"

Your Pimp Name Is...

Princess Dazzle

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

Your Kissing Purity Score: 51% Pure

For you, kissing isn't a casual thing Lip to lip action makes your heart sing

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

Your Personality Profile

You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart. Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people. You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile. You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker. You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side. Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches.

Your Personality Profile

You are nurturing, kind, and lucky. Like mother nature, you want to help everyone. You are good at keeping secrets and tend to be secretive. A seeker of harmony, you are a natural peacemaker. You are good natured and people enjoy your company. You put people at ease and make them feel at home with you.

Your Personality Profile

You are dignified, spiritual, and wise. Always unsatisfied, you constantly try to better yourself. You are also a seeker of knowledge and often buried in books. You tend to be philosophical, looking for the big picture in life. You dream of inner peace for yourself, your friends, and the world. A good friend, you always give of yourself first.

Your Personality Profile

You are pure, moral, and adaptable. You tend to blend into your surroundings. Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends. You believe that you live a virtuous life... And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye. As a result, people tend to crave your approval.

You Are Somewhat Machiavellian

You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead... But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself. You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place. You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to!

Your French Name is:

Noémi Beauchamp

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

Your Summer Ride is a Beetle Convertible

Fun, funky, and a little bit euro. You love your summers to be full of style and sun!

You Are Balanced - Realist - Empowered

You feel your life is controlled both externally and internally. You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go. Depending on the situation, you sometimes try to exert more control. Other times, you accept things for what they are and go with the flow. You are a realist when it comes to luck. You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random. You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you... But you do your best to try to make your own luck. You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order. You realize that working the system does get you further. You know who to defer to and who to control. When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly.

You scored as Method Actor. You think that gaming is a form of creative expression. You may view rules as, at best, a necessary evil, preferring sessions where the dice never come out of the bag. You enjoy situations that test or deepen your character's personality traits. </td> Method Actor 100% Storyteller 92% Specialist 83% Tactician 67% Power Gamer 58% Butt-Kicker 33% Casual Gamer 17% Law's Game Style created with QuizFarm.com

::Reason for title: i ate some french onion soup :heart: and the cheese looked like a tumor o.o;; and it tasted funny too::


Reading: RIZEL MINE, God Child, Mermaid Princess by Junko Mizuno

Drawing: stuff from my various series...maybe some fan art....

In love with: Arros, DA, DisGaia, Copics, Loveless, FF7,Rizel, Junko Mizuno, God Child

Looking Forward to: getting more stuff x3! and using my laptop

Listening to: L`Arc~en~Ciel, Gorillaz, DHT, RBD, Gackt

Watching: Iron Chef, FMA, Naruto, *will be watching FF7AC soon so ha bitches*

Mood: crummy due to illness....i got an ear infection -_-;

Strangely craving: sukiyaki....or tempera..or crab rolls....*lists off other japanses food* :: hasnt had any ingredients to make herself food like she use to or money to buy it*

Just bought: new softwear for the laptop of doom, some manga, and thats it o.o;;;

Wishing for: Arros to be here soon, Edward Elric plush, Lain wallscroll, anime figures, halloween-chan xD,art books and pocky!

Update:
Hot and spicy lives!!! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
FEAR MY LAPTOP OF LEETNESS LOL110011!!ELEVEN!!
Anyways yeh my crap tastic laptop has been totally redone and now is the uber spiff x3
it has wireless internet as well as cable internet capabilities x3 tons of memory,
Photoshop 7, and CS2!DVD playerness and can burn things soon x3 so yeah i feel sooooo
happy about it ^^!

Drawing:
Currently i'm working on various pictures from different series i'm working on and their characters so be patient i'll update asap!
I am having a hard time with my last art trade >< i want some creative freedom with it but yeah ^^;;;
:iconcronotriggr: i'm gonna have to email you your Extra present seeing as DA isnt liking me so much, i'm still a little bummed out
over the fact they deleted my picture but other people can go and draw worse things and not get into trouble...oh well i'm gonna stop bitching about that
whats done is done and those are the rules we gotta follow no?

Health:
i feel crappier and crappier every day....i may not look it but i feel it TT__TT, my ear ache is still here and my stomach cramps have yet to siece....and now i'm sneezing alot -_-;;;
so yeah i can only HOPE to feel better soon, i'm still bummed over not seeing arros...so i'm having sleeping issues...

Life:
right now my family and i are so fsking peeved >< if any one knows me irl, then they know how my father is...needless to say he's a bad bad man ><
anyways ever since i moved out of his kingdom of hell and perversion -_-; he took the keys from me which is fine and good cause i dont want to go back o.o
so anyways he, his wife, and me lil annoying bro, went on a house boat with his wife's family, needlessly taking their little chihuahuas with they, they are soooo cute =3!they arent the
butt ugly ones but they look like puppy verions of jack russel terriers x3! ANyways they left the big puffy black cat: Jelly bean who is oh so cute
at the house...now normally they ask me to house sit but this time they asked the neighbors from hell to watch the house...now mind you these are preppies/sluts/scum of the earth/partiers to the max!
so they gave them the key and left for a week, when they got back, the house was trashed, beer was every where, everything was in shambles and my dad's ipod photo was stolen.
I say karma on them but then today he has the audasity to call me and he rarely calls mind you and when he does he wants something...
anyways he calls and asks how i am before asking if i had been over his house and took his stupid ipod ><
now mind you i have an ipod mini and its not even full o.o; wtf do i want with ipod photo >

well lets see....i'm a bit under the weather *cough* but that will not hinder my quest for world dominence!!! wooooah...blood rushing to brain....anyways i got some more copics and accessories today and soon more copics will come to me bwahahahahahah *falls over* hm...things on Deviantart are going swimmingly. People seem to like my fanservice way before my other pictures oh the times we live in...so i guess i'll give them the cake they so desperatly wanna eat...i just hope DA doesnt ban me o.o
anyways not much else to report hopefully i'll be updating soon!
Royal Rainbow!
*bleh/...erm...poof*

hi every one i dare to show my face here again bwahahahahahaha! anyways i deciced to use this as my more private journal then my myspace one cause sometimes i need a place like this to just bitch and bitch and bitch to my little hearts content so yeah guess who's back ^^;

i know!
Q:Quick!!!Whats black and white and red all over!
A:
1.A nun falling down a rocky hill?
2. A prinny on spagetti night?
3.An embarassed Zelda?
4. My live journal ^^

it be a Shonen Ai of Ed and Roy, i like that pairing and thats all that matters ^^ but i'm happy Amadis helped out and painted in PS for me so it looked spiffy ^^;

i want to go to Fanime con this year and yet again i dont know if i can >< anyways if i did get to go i probably could only cosplay a few things:

1.Kagome, cause i promised i would

2.Edward from FMA cause June is going as Winry

3.Big Q cause PINKTAXI has to go ><

4. Link cause.....he's Link ><

^ btw....did i mention i love Ed and Roy from FMA *DROOL!*

i saw this and nastalga hit ^^

i dunno why it just made me think back to the old group of girls at Prospect!

i dunno which one i would be but the purple and black succubus HAS to be Jess ^^

the one with blonde would probably be June

the one with brown pigtails is Jen

Racheal is the one with the short brown hair

so i guess i'm the one with pink succubus wings ^^

btw i changed the display image if you havent noticed ^^;
*sigh* i love Edward ^^

i'm hurting...i cant wait till either: I can call my honey, The group pops over, Jen comes or something unexpected! anyways i'm feeling much better then i did the other day, so anyways just to be random:

The Healer.


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The Priestess.


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anyways ^^ i gotta runoff and stuff
love you all

i dunno if it will be much....i just...wish i could fade away...

this is getting serious....i'm getting really paranoid....were these people really my friends...did they really like me....did the words they say had any meaning to them....what if it was just a great big lie....what if every one is lying to me.....what if...i really dont exsist.....or....what if...i wasnt ment...to exsist....

i realize that due to lack of sleep i have realized something...i'm loosing not only my sanity but my friends...case in point:
oniko-chan *misses*
Neko-kun *misses horribly and wishes she had him back*
Danesha *misses her to death*
Sasori *been seperated for years and rarely hears from her, misses her greatly as well*
Joe *misses*
Bill *is on the endangered friends list*
now i'm possibly loosing
Andrew...*holds her head and hiccups* i hate the world falling apart infrount of me...why cant the world stop spinning...i need some one...arros...bill...adam...andy....some one ...please help me...I dont know if i'm just depressed...jealous or scared...theres just so much.......i dont wanna loose...any more...friends....no....not friends...family......they are...my family.....

Section 1: Y O U R S E L F
1. Name: Quatra Ishi
2. Nicknames: Q, Q-chan, Odango-adama, idiot, dummy
3. Ethnicity: Eurasian (mostly european and asian mix)
4. Feet size: 6
5. Do you have a crush: no i have my Arros-chan ^^
6. Birthplace: Santa Clara, CA
7. Where Do You Live: Santa Clara, CA
8. Where you want to live: in a nice suburb in japan
9. Age you act: generally my age but i can be very mature and equally childish
10. Last person you talked to verbally: Arros-chan
11. Ever gone skinny dipping?: yeah in my bath tub...oh wait thats a bath
12. What are you watching?: your mama nah i'm watching Saiyuki (cuz Hakkai is hot)
13. Favorite movie: dont have one i like lots of movies
14. Favorite Book: same as answer above
15. Favorite Type of music: Jpop
16. Favorite types of cars: Mini Cooper all the way baby!
17. Favorite Actor/Actress: *shrugs* i like a bunch
18. Favorite Saying: wheeee!!!, phwee, meep!, you dumb-ass!!
19. Favorite Fast Food: DonDon is the BEST ramen house ever!!!
20. Favorite Ice Cream: Spumoni...greentea...azuki bean *goes on and on*
21. Favorite Alcoholic Drink: Arros says i cant drink them so there ^^, but i never liked alcohol so i like virgin girlly drinks ^^
22. Favorite Salad Dressing: miso dressing
23. When Do You Go to Sleep?: when my eyes close
24. Most Embarrassing Moment: way to many of those *shudders*
25. Stupidest Person you know: ugh thats alot of people
26. Craziest Person you know: Dead Chibi o.o;;;;
27. Favorite holiday: Forever Day ^^ (a holiday my friends and i made up)
28. Favorite Food: i love food i cant pick just one...oh look pocky!
29. Favorite Song: Ready Steady Go!!! by La Arch en Ciel (they do the opener for full metal alchemist)
30. Favorite Television Show: i like too many
31. Favorite Radio Station: 104.9
32. Favorite junk food: pocky
33. Favorite color hair: Blonde for girl and Black for guys
34. Favorite color: pink you know baby colors
35. Favorite Sneakers: *looks down at hers* ummm...i guess what ever i got?
36. Favorite Video Game: i like Final Fantasy the best, but theres Zelda, Fable, Full metal alchemist *goes on and on*
37. Favorite animal: anything thats cute and cuddly

Section 2: T H E F U T U R E:
1. School: San Fransisco Acadamy of Arts
2. Where You Want To Live: a nice subuerb in japan
3. How Many Kids You Want: 4: two boys and two girls
4. What Kind Of Job You Want: i wanna become a manga-ka or a voice actress
6. Dress color: white
7. Bride's maid's dresses: black or dark red
8. Song in your head: orchestra music so neh
9. Age to wed: in my 20s
Section 3: H A V E Y O U E V E R:
1. Been In Jail: No
2. Done Drugs: not unless they were legal or perscribed ><
3. Run Away From Home: no more like thrown out
4. Hit A Girl: who told you that o.o *hides the body*
5. Lied: when i was little
6. Stolen Anything: Not really o.o;
7. Broken A Bone: I twisted my wrist but never broken any bones
8. Cheated On A Test: tried and failed
9. Cheated On A Boy/Girlfriend: no thats not ok at all
12. Been In The Hospital: Yes...many times
13. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: yes
14. Fell asleep in the shower/bath: twice
15. Gone to Church: ; by force
16. Never slept during a night: yep i'm an insomniac at times
17. Been on a hike: yes and i USE to like them
18. Been to a camp: Science camp and NASA camp
19. Sat in a restaurant w/o ordering: nope
20. Seen someone die: yes...
21. Slept next to someone you were attracted to and did nothing: no o.o;
22. Didn't wash your hair for a week: iiiiieeeeee never!!!*runs to shower for even thinking that*
25. Streaked the streets: what am i an exhibitionist ><
26. Screamed at someone for no reason: Theres always a reason
27. Said I love you and meant it: Yup
28. Stayed up till 4 am on the phone: close enough

Section 4: W H I C H I S B E T T E R:
1. Coke Or Pepsi: Pepsi
2. Cats Or Dogs: both
3. Dvd or vhs?: DVD
4. Deaf Or Blind: deaf
5. Pool or hot tub: hot spring biznitch
6. Television Or Radio: Televison
7. Cds Or mp3's: mp3s
9. Gap or Old Navy: I dont shop at either

Section 5: W H E N W A S T H E L A S T T I M E Y O U:
1. Took A Shower: A few minutes ago
2. Cried: last night to sleep
3. Watched a Disney movie: like....when pirates of the carribian came out
4. Given/gotten a hug: A few hours ago
5. Been to the movies: A few days ago
6. Kissed someone: forever

Section 6: W H A T I S:
1. Your Fondest Memory Of This year: waking up knowing i'd be safe in my boyfriends arms
2. Your Most Prized Possession: My Cellphone
3. The Thing That Makes You The Happiest: spending time with Arros
4. Your Favorite Food For Breakfast: warmed up left overs from last nights going out to a restraunt dinner
5. Your Favorite Food For Dinner: tempera roll with tempera udon, miso soup and salad and man i'm hungry ><
6. Your Favorite Slow Song: when a man loves a woman

Section 7: W H A T D O Y O U T H I N K A B O U T:
1. Bill Clinton: president
2. Love at First Sight: thats lust dumb ass
4. Teenage smoking: gross but its their choice
6. Eating disorders: never good
8. Marilyn Manson: too each their own
9. Suicide: know it all too well
10. Drinking: Bad for you
11. Life: is always changing due to the choices you make
12.Death: frightening and cold

Section 8: R A N D O M Q U E S T I O N S:
1. What are your favorite forms of jewelry/accessories: i like anime pins and such i'm not a big jewlery person but if you REALLY wanna know: pocket watches, lockets and rings
2. How many chicks/guys have you kissed?1. my bf
3. Have you ever liked someone too old for you?: nope
4. Do you think you have multiple personalities?: do i think i know i do
5. Ever walked in on someone changing or showering? *shudders*
6. What is the first thing you say on the phone?: "moshi moshi??"
7. What are you wearing?: pink flannel pajamas
8. What did you do yesterday?: Hung out with arros and my friends

wow...its really late...i promised arros and the other's i'd sleep but i cant....my insides hurt too much...anyways...i wish i had updated more...oh well...life seems to be soso not to great but then again its still crappy...oh well...i miss arros...i want to talk to him...i wanna talk to some one....i hate being alone...anyways....i'll try and see if my eyes will even close...aishiteru

my day was going ok i guess untill this evening:
needless to say it involved my family ruining a very nice evening of hanging out with my love, good friends and finally scanning my artwork. In the whole process i hurt my love's feelings so i'm still punishing myself for that.anyways i post as much as i could now....hers a link....arros...i'm sorry i'm such a bad girl.....
http://hellotenshiqs.sheezyart.com/

its only 4 more days till my b-day! >

my god its been forever o.o; anyways lets see....Bill and Arros and then Sasori are gonna move in with me yay ^^ i got sheesy art and Devi art ^^ and now have my LJ back and soon will force arros to use it ^^; life is ok....my B-day is coming up soon so not happy very few have *actually* remembered with out me reminding them....oh well...gotta run